the_feathered_pen ([personal profile] the_feathered_pen) wrote2017-05-15 07:45 am

Back again

For a little anyway.

After last night's (Which I'm not sure I want to go into here; suffice to say my sister is resting after all that along with a good many of the fronters usually here) work, Fallon needed someone who wasn't as...directly involved as she was to run this thing-so here I am. :d

Today's to do list isn't that huge, thankfully-mid term, a few chores, som reading for school. Last night's intensity aside, it's nice tohavea Monday to just kind ofchill the hell out-tomorrow is going to be a hella long day for us (And not a usuall one) we're headed to Gleaners on Wednesday, and Thursday and Friday are our usually days at internship-not to mention we have both an intern shift on Saturday )Also not a normal thing) + another event right after tht is online for the most part.

As for me personally:

Not much hs been going on really-I had a girl, lost ber because she decided to be a biggotted bitch-have another one sort of interested, but not sure how that'll go yet-am raising couple of flier kids that won't go anywhere else, and trying to make sure my sister doesn't wreck shit to badly now that I can keep my brain intact while here. I was so damned messed up by someone who I shall not name to do much more than boke my head in off and on after we left CO that I had to spend quite a bit of my time in psych to get straightened out-but now all I'm down to is therapy, thank the gods. The kids...they are a recent thing-as in "Anywhere from three to six months ago out of bod" which equates to about a week or so in, if I'm reading the timeflows between dimentions right-which I sometimes have issues with.

I'm just glad I can come back to help-Fallon needs us. And not just me and Jay/Del/whoever else is in that TDEntercainment crew and related. While they're phenomenal to have around, I feel (And so does Inara who bitched her crew out a bit) that a lot of us older system members aren't stepping in (or up as the caie might be) enogh to help her//them out.

I get that we're messed up-but so is she, so are they-and anxiety )As others in the family have said) is not an excuse to be lazy asses. >.>

She's actually *trying*...and Inara says she can see things she's never been able to before now, not to mention since we left CO--so it's about time some of us give her more insentive to keep that shit up. KTHSBye.


Yeah, ranting aside (whoops sorry about that)...things are good this morning-windows are open, the cats've been fed-rides are finally set up (And ae how we like them, thank all the gods for that) and I'm actually feeling like we're back on the right track as a collective-and it's nice. Really fucking nice. I seriously hope this stays this time, because dammit, I don't want this shit to go away. It's been a damn long time since I've felt like we can actually accomplish everything we want to and then some, and I like this feeling. It's good, realy damn good infact. :d

As is the fact that we're going to have passed the MBLEX byy mid-June; This much I claim. xd